voices
September 28, 2009 by troopm
They will not stop talking to me. They will speak to one another, then to me, there are 3 or 4 and they are making my migraines worse. The headaches are growing in intensity, the migraines in frequency. But the voices, they started about a month ago and have become more distinct, but one is the most harsh. I never remember what they say, I try to block them……
Damn they suck…..cannot win for loosing, just when I think I am gaining some ground some other thing comes up and fucks me up…..what the fuck is wrong, what am I missing, what screw did the army put in my head or am I really a mental case????
Sometimes have to wonder? All those times the doctors and miltary told me to pullmy head out of my ass, it is all in my head, and that I am crazy, sometimes, I have to think they are right…..
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Hey, you’re not alone. We all encounter setbacks in healing. Recovery from PTSD is not a straight path. And many survivors hear voices, too.
Have you tried treatment? There are several effective methods, including what helped me heal: hypnothereapy & Neuro-Linguistic Programming.
I write a healing PTSD blog. Would you like to guest post? I love your comment, “… now I am taking my life back.”
They are not right. I’d tell you if you were crazy. Really. I would.
I don’t know If I said it already but …Excellent site, keep up the good work. I read a lot of blogs on a daily basis and for the most part, people lack substance but, I just wanted to make a quick comment to say I’m glad I found your blog. Thanks,
A definite great read..Jim Bean